this rain
in my heart
is more of a honey water

dripping
this flesh of my insides
like a flood
of celestial event

pure
and
n...

never
-
too short
for a promise

given
no price
and no order

abolished
in reeling
of notice

distilled
by va...

my roots
spread wild
in the foreign ground

no place
is allowed
to leave behind

memory's touch
leaves prints
on the trunks

if i can't breathe again
i force myself wake up

and walk

where?

does not really matter
i'll figure on the way.

why this witch is dancing
when half of the world is on fire?

because she lost the weakness
to love you like an impire

as if no tragedy was gonna happen <...

some come to purify my darkness

but all they really do

is pouring bleach 

on my flourishing in storm murk.

this voice
inside your head

these spoken
words

that spin
your head

belong
to someone else

so why 
you trust it?<...

cracked like a dry clay
how can i stay?

fear me, my darlin'
fear me for who i am

for no one is coming
to save us today

and each tender mo...

silver melts
on the curves of my throat

why is this city so cold?

street after street
in wander I walk

so many roads
but all seem just wrong<...

for a long time
it lived

for a short time 
it died

legends followed
its game

but then
forgot to warn

dead can't see...

kindness is my isolation

i could walk the world
in new shoes

but everyone avoids complications

sad news,
i'm one of them.

i've been ripping myself
from inside out

limb after limb
in savage denial

stubborn and restless
reaching to what?

good in me bleeds
...

i'm known
but not by you

time goes
and roof is growing lower

you keep your feet
with hope
to finally become the part
of blooming flow...