Category: Poetry/Poems

There is a roof

Where one sits, smoking silence

Mindless to the noise

Of the passing cars below,

Drinking looming sadness

Like it’s only...

I took the stone and turned in stone

As if I was not born and never ever lived

I left the piece like leaves the soul

Cold body of the weak.

This city is too tired

To live in foot with me,

Slouched buildings -

Cold and violent,

Canned people - all I see.

And soulles...

I am the things you dust in October

Safe in the fold of your scarf,

I am the bone in the broken wing

Of a loner

Not lonely

Though loneliness t...

And said the one whose voice was lost

Go save them all – go, save the most

Of undergone and souls that lone

In wander locked behind the wall.

&nbs...

this gigantic world 
is so lonely
without your hands 
at my sides

but i have a dream
to which hurting
i came on my knees
half dead...

you are
like coals 
inside my heart
that smolder 
through my flesh

and every single day 
i watch
like bit by bit
i sli...

see,
he is a tangle
in the pit of my exhausted thoughts

black ink
that makes my nights a terror

he is a savior
who saves the storms
that ...

i received
with the glow of the moon
a new lullaby

to accompany me in the night

and new pair of eyes
in the leaving
on sunrise
stars

i know
at times he sees me
ice creaks in tiny space
between his sweating pores
not melts
but grows
into the crystals 
white like ston...

i did not know
but
i was long lost friend
of my mistakes

mirror of the shadow
that
during nights
moved my hands

i was the home for...

hushed by hands
so tight across his face

and halfway down
buried in the pit

he watched like all the eyes
around him

looked away
in sil...

if you don't want me deep
then don't be surprised to break against shallow

i breathe no matter what

my antidote
this urge is strong in me
to fi...

through the frozen satin
we began to so savagely scream

but nothing could bring
us relief

thankfully, birds kept to sing

and in struggle
that...

dress me like a queen
in silk of tender words
and glowing gems
of a delicate touch
put them all atop
of me
i care no more
about crown
bu...

this dance for two
where only one is dancing

what is the price for a platonic love
these days?

one pair of shoes
the other feet are barely

st...

your dagger in my starving chest
is tipping to the tender flesh

of heart that beats
for no one anymore

i trusted love
but trust is overrated

...

i want to fall in love
but so afraid of falling

tripping over leg
that was supposed to hold me

following my dreams
and then forgetting road

a...

i was left in the solace
of my chaos
among misplaced things
i've been owning
for life

in silence of figures
between arrows
of my dusted ...

i stopped to think about rain
and got a tear
inside my eyes

do you remember evening bench?
that porch, cascade of downpouring night?

the road back home...

in beading sweat - knee deep in murky water
i saw a vision of my poetry
dead.

it was drifting away
on a radio wave
crashing in sway
smoke of a bloo...

you were a ghost
who never uttered
a word, kept paralyzed
in the jar of your mouth

colony of undefined
illusions
you were its only
and favor...

she bloomed
as plague
in early 19th century
adored all shades of red
and taste of bloody tragedies

ignorant of the worst
tragedy of plague

i broke a twig
and perished all my love

it flew away

like smell of dripping juice
through weakly breathing trunks

and rattled though my skull

i gaze upon your ruse
you're like wounds
that ooze

in crimson decadence
your form
is dripping sadness

in hands
that trusted you to ho...

he comes and goes
i come and stay

as if my time is longer.

he asks and takes
i ask and give

as if heartbreak is normal.

for everyone ...

you're lulling me
on words
emerging
from the folds
between the sheets

i will forget more times
than usual

then ask you,
to rem...

my father was a man of picture
his brooding stare
sharpened by the cold

he wore the stones
deepened in the fiction
of his shortly cutted soul

hi...

stand still and wait
this rope
is going down

my sense of pleight
is crumbling
falling under

before my eyes
an inch away
from touch...

remind me
how quiet beats the heart
once the love is dead?

how cold
all the hands in the world
suddenly feel

how senseless is
morning and...

i cannot know
ahead

when turning
by mistake

away from
dreams

and towards
tears

sliding
on the ice of grieves

may i tell you the thing
that never gets better
no matter how many times
you agree to repeat

no one is meant to walk
with a scorching feather
left ...

don't give me hope
for the days
that yet to come

stay with me
on the day
that is here

howling through night
holding so tight
e...

you mean to me
what thunder means to ocean

when life on the wave
crushed against ridgy cliff

i try to hold back
my emotions

but there are day...

it feels like home
to suffer

tearing myself
bit after bit

no need
for judging

masochism is
my kink.

there is magic in fog
and darkness
in all that is white

but

there is no warmth
in cold
dont you even dare
to search for that

i ...

all the sweet
wonderful
sunny
things
are sinister

to the mind
that
sees them
through the curtain
of tears bitter
taste ...

who is next?
this heart is such a mess

but i keep sacred place
for hosting someone special

who does not walk this earth
but knows 
how to w...

this rain
in my heart
is more of a honey water

dripping
this flesh of my insides
like a flood
of celestial event

pure
and
n...

never
too short
for a promise

given
no price
and no order

abolished
in reeling
of notice

distilled
by vangeance

my roots
spread wild
in the foreign ground

no place
is allowed
to leave behind

memory's touch
leaves prints
on the trunks

if i can't breathe again
i force myself wake up

and walk

where?

does not really matter
i'll figure on the way.

why this witch is dancing
when half of the world is on fire?

because she lost the weakness
to love you like an impire

as if no tragedy was gonna happen <...

some come to purify my darkness

but all they really do

is pouring bleach 

on my flourishing in storm murk.

this voice
inside your head

these spoken
words

that spin
your head

belong
to someone else

so why 
you trust it?<...

cracked like a dry clay
how can i stay?

fear me, my darlin'
fear me for who i am

for no one is coming
to save us today

and each tender mo...

silver melts
on the curves of my throat

why is this city so cold?

street after street
in wander I walk

so many roads
but all seem just wrong<...

for a long time
it lived

for a short time 
it died

legends followed
its game

but then
forgot to warn

dead can't see...

kindness is my isolation

i could walk the world
in new shoes

but everyone avoids complications

sad news,
i'm one of them.

i've been ripping myself
from inside out

limb after limb
in savage denial

stubborn and restless
reaching to what?

good in me bleeds
...

i'm known
but not by you

time goes
and roof is growing lower

you keep your feet
with hope
to finally become the part
of blooming flow...

my shore is a lonely spark
snuffed out by the winds
of your ocean

i'm not a child of devotion

i'm an orphan

of you wicked disbelief.

you are my path
i walk it bare and hungry

in love
we are two shining spheres of wild

whereas in life
we float like icebergs - quietly 

i had my faith
in a wrong place

not my fault
that eyes are meant
to stare ahead

and finally
i think
i am afraid

to face the one...

he said
it hurts just once

when heart is yet too tender
to stand the blast of cries

the sway of first betrayal

but as your life goes on
he pr...

i doubt my doubts
they are not deed
of minds
i trust

nor do they manifest
the light
i am reaching for

so,

trust no one
i...

so,
this is what
makes razors in your mouth
taste like acrid blood

and tongue
suddenly so little

i walk from side to side
from corner to ...

i deep my mind
in sauce of half-breed truth

who told there was another road?

we all are walking it the same
though we are different

there is no way<...

sometimes i live more days
than you would care to count

without lesser sense
who else is there to fight

for me

my war

some call it pa...

i don't know if i dare
to look away
another time
we find each other
in the nest of crowd

two white crows
you and me or me and you

wha...

i seek you in the Moon
blindfolded
in the dark

i seek you on the side
in torture
sad
and drunk

i seek you like no one
with passion...

this scorch on the edge
of each cell in my body

feels like
i've never been kissed before

feels like I hover,
soaring high and yet crawling so low.<...

greatness - what have you offered
to the kneeled before your ghostly shape

it made nothing to us, but show
how low will be our grave

honestly, I care so littl...

i keep my prose
among candy wrappers
and broken bottles of wine

in the sour reality
of the evenings

in someone's house
where no one even car...

one day, when words are dead
and are forbidden sounds

we will discover other ways
to share our mutual desires

when all the lamps go blindly dark
and we...

it is not the worst to live in diamond prison
with bound wrists
tiptoeing on the ground of bones

the worst is loss
unfounded yet so brittle
loss of things...

is it raining?

or is it just my tears?

i drowned before,
no problems

this bottom feels
like muddy bridge to limbo

i now know
it is ...

this world is one gigantic room

feels like there are no windows
to see it through

but anyway

each star above
is soul of poets

who lived an...

each time you look into my fire
you call it warmth of hell

and yet
what if the hell is not the fire

what if
the hell is lack of it?

your pain
is grotesque of your life

like chevalier of fortune,

peace keeping lie,

and yet

wisdom of voice
that tells you the vastness of c...

cause my soul is
a hibernation of chaos

two fingers deep
in the glove

i welcome
this passing by darkness

with open arms
and rehearsed ...

you brought this sadness
to my feet
this crave
to stay in deadly silent motion

but like a shadow
following its shade
i'm staying 
w...

dare me to walk 
on the tipping ground
bare
with nothing to hide,

dare me to smell
toxic roses
of flatter,

in favor of your<...

my bones got tired
to hold me
instead of your arms

[ how plain is my tragedy
how doltish are whines ]

and still
my bones grew weaker,
thi...

i've got a visitor
to countless rooms
of my restless mind

i hear -

rumbling sounds of chains
as a chair's being dragged

echoing pulse...

i was hiding
in the abyss
of dead stars

drinking the fluid
of their cries

dreaming to see
the sunrise

and where were you?

wa...

slender shadows
on my dry-skin fingers,

celebration of the holy night

where two leave
wet tracery
on this sand
of abandoned ocean

a sy...

i'm telling you,
there is no air under water
nor can i see the shores
nor the sight of sky
ephemeral
this world
i'm falling under
water...

i scowl more times than you can count on fingers
not angry
not with you, of course,
i scowl when flowers on my porch refuse to grow
the ones you planted
in c...

So, i wrote...
if you were a grain of salt
i would rub you on all of my wounds,
and you laughed-
master of pain
causing eruption of light
in dried vei...

Shelter of my heart was robbed
I let someone too close
without thoughts
of possible bedlam
not caring for the locks
on doors
and bam!
all stole...

It’s like a battlefield,
I don’t want any of you in my room
Searching for place to enjoy
In the pour of the Moon
And then as soon
As the light di...

If depression had teeth
It would be tiny little knives
Meant to pierce
Meant to tear
You and me, and that boy on the street
Sometime...

Her bones smelled like petals of roses
Her skin – a transcendent ivory cream
Lips – soaked with moist ocean
Reflected in her bottomless
Endless eyes &nd...

In loneliness, I keep my chair,
In it I breathe, in it I pray.
For every other being there,
I leave a note, a word on it. 
For those, who come,
For thos...

The last thing I ever planned or wanted, for that matter, was to write poems. But occasionally things happened on their own and for past years I've written quite a few dozens of them....

Under racing rays of light, I woke up in dreadful fright.
Darkest vision came to me, black as smoke-ostensibly.
Shallow eyes and stinky breath, held a power in its hand.
A...