I want to fall in love but so afraid of falling... Poetry

i want to fall in love
but so afraid of falling
tripping over leg
that was supposed to hold me
following my dreams
and then forgetting road
as if all lights went off
and left the space of earth
i want to fall in love
but so afraid of falling
through rabit hole of elusive
existence of tommorow
believing that is endless
forever serves as well
name stars,
watch how fall comets
and be just two of us
in world of sensless mess
complete what never was completed
by holding hands
and choosing ways to fit
in our world that we
never stop to build
and then someday wake up
in empty bed,
in quiet flat
in country that is not my home
and be a shattered part
of strangers
of my own.