Poem: Metaphoric

I took the stone and turned in stone
As if I was not born and never ever lived
I left the piece like leaves the soul
Cold body of the weak.
In wander I left all the ties
To earthy mind of mine
And memory of ones I loved
Were suddenly all gone.
I was alone, I was not me
Nor was I what the tongues
Were prophesying for me to be
I was there but no one.
Like weight I stood on eye of earth
With quietly beating heart
And watched my fingertips all go
Ice cold and artic white.
Clocks started going in my head
How long it's gonna take?
For me to grow in chunk of stone
I still held in my hand.
Like you I was and did not want
To stay or simply leave
I wanted peace, I wanted storms
To bring me up my knees.
And wanted I just be someone
On this radar of life
To be a part of earthly fate
A victory of light.